Saturday, September 23, 2006
Damn , i don't even know how to start. First it was ICE camp. Had really lots of funs , first time as a facilitator. Learnt lots of stuff. Met lots of people.
6 days , 5 nights , 14 hours of sleep. Yes i counted. I didn't get to sleep alot. Alot of things went on. A message i recieved made me think through about my past alot.
I realised. Its the end of a chapter in my life. A forceful ending. I keep telling myself its the end , its a new start all the time in the past. This time , its different. I actually got on a new start. I know I am just rambling nonsensical stuff now. But , hey , those guys who know me , know I am like this when i just have too many things to say. Oh well. Lets just end it simply
ICE Camp was fun and in the course of it , a chapter of my life has been closed and another chapter starts. It was a long long chapter. A chapter that dates back to approximately four ago. At last , it all ended.
Oh well , the start of a new chapter isn't all that perfect too. Every story starts with a problem. The problem has to do with clubbing. I am starting to be unsure of what i am doing. I don't like her to clubbing but i am in no right to stop her. Neither do i want her to be unhappy. However , i just made a fool out of myself by attempting to help her go club. Contradictory, don't you think? Oh well, let's just take things one step at a time and hope this time , this chapter will end with a ' Happily ever after'.
Oh well thats pretty much how life has changed. I have not changed. Its just that ... i learnt that... the harder you try to hold on to things you can't let go, the more hurt you recieve in return. Its a sad, but true fact about life.
posted at [12:13 AM]
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