Monday, February 27, 2006
Rules
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged.
4. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.
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question 1
[x] Trust me.
[x] Gives me controlled freedom
[x] Spontaneous, full of suprises.
[x] Would stick around me on her own will.
[x] Be able to think maturely
[x] Good looking.
[x] Needs me not only emotionally but physically too.
[x] Loves me.
question 2
Female.
question 3
Elaine , JingXiang , Melvyn , boon kiat , ser chuan. As for the other 3 people i dont bother. Thats the 5 people i wanna see their responses. Lol.
posted at [11:52 PM]
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
My 100th post! Anyway , i just have to blog what happened recently.Yesterday i went for the preliminary interview. That guy offered me 3 positions that would be suitable for me and i decided to pick all those 3 and see which one of those 3 unit will take me in afterall. They are intel unit , signals and commando. I quite like the intel unit. Afterall , i would be getting combat pay for any of this 3 units. Intel is almost always in the office , signals is 50/50 and commando , you get to sit in the office when you are scolded. So i put commando as my last choice. Besides ,i don't really want to enter that unit and i doubt i can anyway.
But i am seriously happy that i could possibly enter intel. Afterall , its a special unit that is not offered to everyone. At least thats what the interviewer told me.
After that interview, i went to JB with Elaine , Clara and her cousin and MaoMao. I don't really like that maomao. If i could i would report him to the police saying he robbed me. I secretly snapped a pic of him! :p Btw , hes malaysian. I don't know why , every thing about him puts me off. Eugh! Anyway , we went to eat at seasons cafe then headed on to shop. Damn , i finally got myself a decent bag.
Then we went to watch the descent. Pretty short movie. Not scary , more like shocking but only the first bits. The rest were just so so predictable. Yet another cliffhanger ending.
We then we went to play bowling for a short while. Damn , clara's cousin baozhu was a pretty good player , consistently getting 100+ scores. Then we went to the seaside to have a drink and stroll by the beach. That place has a great ambience. I would seriously consider going there again.
Wondering why im posting so early today? In the middle of the afternoon? Well , im sick. It's been a while. I will recover soon enough to prepare for this sat i hope.
Oh yeah , i was trying ways and means to get to her blog. But i realised , so what even if i did? Would i really want to see whats happening? Didn't i promise myself to move on? Damn , i must learn not to be so foolish in the future.
posted at [2:42 PM]
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Monday, February 13, 2006
Thanks to the people who shared my point of view. Its heartening to see such support. Anyway , just a brief update on whats up these few days for me..
On saturday.. i went to the Army Seminar. After thinking through a few issues , i decided to sign on. I know most people would advise me against it. However, there are good reasons that i would choose not to disclose so openly for certain reasons. I know , i won't regret it. After the talk , i met up with Jing Xiang to go out have fun. Went to Cineleisure to watch Fun with Dick and Jane. Pretty decent show. After which we went to play pool at Paradiz Centre. There was huge proccession going on in that area.I decided to poke an Indian with my index finger. He turned around and said ' Whatsup Brother?' Ok , im kidding about that part.. I merely asked him what is going on. Thaipusam or something it turned out to be. I couldn't really bothered with the details though... So we headed on to play pool.On our way back , an ugly bitch asked us for our number... I felt like i was robbed of my number due the the way they approached us. Heck , didnt bother to message back.
On Sunday morning , i listened to Fa Ru Xue then i suddenly was in a down mood. Decided to switch to Shan Hu Hai... that was it... i suddenly felt so... unhappy. I was desperately trying to get people to go out with me. In the end , i managed to get one of my best friends to go eat Suki Sushi and go Kbox with me. Those are the two outlets where i go to cool down... At kbox , i kept selecting Fa Ru Xue and Shan Hu Hai. Lol , sorry lar laine. Then after that we chatted for a while under her block ... about the future and stuff.
As i headed to the bus stop directed by Elaine back home... i started to feel uneasy. I asked myself .. was that it ? Is that the place? I decided to sit down afterall. Suddenly , it just came back to me. Exactly half a year ago , i was on the same bus stop. It was recorded in one of my earlier posts... I decided to just walk back home. On my way back , i thought through alot of things... Why should i always live in my own past? Why can't i just move on? Is it because I simply can't learn to let go? I did make one firm decision that walk back home. Life goes on and i must move on to keep up with life.
Tommorrow Is Valentine's Day but i will still be probably at the dirty warehouse slogging my guts out. Once again, 18th Valentine's Day Spent with me and myself. Sometimes ... i just feel that , perhaps , I am destined to walk my way of life alone. I guess its just because people cant keep up.
Btw.. i never really meant what i said that time... I am sorry.To me , you are still beautiful.
posted at [8:35 PM]
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
For me l1b4 i got 16 , l1r5 get 22. I know , its not all that good but at least .. i will be able to go on poly and choose most of the courses.... but after i look through the courses... there are nothing i have a strong interest in. I am stuck at a crossroad , every one is rushing , banging into me as they walk onto the path they chose... but im still there , getting hit by every one while standing at the crossroad.
That aside , im gonna say a few things about the teachers in kranji. To be honest , there was a period of time , i so demoralised that i decided to quit school. The exact cause of this is the teachers in kranji.For a god damned 5 years ... i have labeled a failure. Teachers all told me to drop their subject, others told me to quit school and go ITE. For 5 years... FOR FUCKING FIVE YEARS!! Thanks to those people who were there to supposedly guide me , to educate me , to nuture me. I said supposedly, if i really gave in to what they said , i would really be gone.
If teachers keep labeling me as an useless piece of shit,(Exactly qouted from one teacher), how will i ever really feel like some thing better? They are concerned for me? NO, they merely gave up on me because i was a lost cause. Was i really that useless or are they the culprits to make me who i was?
Now now , if any of those fucking teachers who condemned me , looked at my blog , look at this !! I scored better than many of your favoured students. Thanks to a friend of mine , i woke up in time. 2 weeks before the exam, he told me , 'You are what you believe you are'. It meant a lot from a close friends. So i studied. In 2 weeks, i can get this kind of grades , if only , i didnt get affected by the teachers and worked hard during my 5 years.. i would probably be the one getting the tops. Those people nearly ruined me. I didn't thank them. Why should i thank people that killed my soul , punished me , gave up hope on me and hoping to claim credit when i suceeded?
I am not an ingrate. I just felt that... if i had better teachers who would judge me for who i am and not what i do. If only i had teachers who would care how i really think. I tell you people out there. When i needed encouragement from people , what i got was condemnation. From the people who were there to educate me... I really really hate those people.
But i do appreciate people that stood by me. I really do, because without them , i probably would have given up hope long ago and quitted school. Some day , when i become influential ,i will bring this issue of lousy teachers up.They say teachers will treat every one the same , teach them equally. THATS A FUCKING LIE.
posted at [1:05 PM]
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
Working as a warehouse assistant is so so tough... Sometimes .. i just feel like quitting. That is not my character though... i am not a quitter. I will work finish the one whole month.
For the people that could be thinking' Warehouse assistant nia , easy lar'. FUCK YOU. I had to unpack lots of washing machines , refrigerators, arm chairs ,etc etc , check for defects , paste labels before packing them up again.
Today was much easier... carrying bed mattresses and bed frames around. Phew... i slept for 30 mins during lunch break...
Tommorrow is a day where alot of people will cry and cheer all at the same time. I dont think i will feel strongly on either side. My results are always like stocks , you'll never know what they will be until the time is ripe.
posted at [8:27 PM]
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Alright... i will be working tommorrow as an assistant for a month. I probably will still blog very often though. I read through some one's blog and came across this text that i would like to share with others. Some people around me , just gotta to learn to treasure those around them more.
(Taken from http://www.onlysummer.blogspot.com/)
Sometimes, love hurts. But if it doesnt hurt, then it won't be called love. Hold on to the person you love..
Before they slip away.. Or else you can never get them back again
Cherish what you have, once its gone.. you'll never have the chance again.
posted at [11:48 PM]
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Monday, February 06, 2006
Alright, back from the chalet... This chalet isnt exactly fun filled as compared to previous years but it was still good. It was something different. At least for the chalet i was talking to people. Previous chalets , i was always rushing , doing this or that. I learnt that ... well sometimes , you should just relax. I did this chalet .I slept every night! Another first.
Sat ... took cab over with Boon kiat, zi yang and romeo , checked in and... well waited for bbq to start. I didn't bother about the initial start up of the bbq. I tolerated k... sometimes , i shouldnt have all the fun to myself. Still , there were things that people said that kinda make me feel... not comfortable. Some said , wah , why you so selfish one ... wait for ppl to cook for you.. Trust me , i think that ppl should think twice before saying that to me. Some even expected me to help out , because thats what i have always been doing.But i took every thing in my stride until boon kiat gave me a semi raw satay. He said , sure cook 1 lar... then i took 1 big bite .... WTF???!?!!? THATS IT , IM COOKING MY OWN FOOD!! After bbq ... go bath and go mac eat supper and then slack. Slept from 3am to 11am
Day 2. Woke up and lazed around , waiting for jin le to go eat with me. Every one went ahead without us because we were sleeping and could not be woken up. Had lunch and went to arcade. When i went back , every one go cycling le... they come back , time to bbq again.But before that , we went for a short dip in the pool. This time , bobby and i were erm... trying to win over the pit. Haha , eventually bobby got pissed and i had it to myself!! Haha, bbq went pretty smooth. Then it rained so we sat at the porch chatting and playing some games. Then we went out to eat AGAIN at macs after the rain got lighter. Then i went to sleep again.
Woke up , checked out , went to watch i not stupid too and then play lan , eat supper and here i am now blogging. Okok , lets face it , we did some serious gambling and raping. Most brutally abused given to jun hui. Most frequently abused given the boon. We pulled down his pants and went ' SMACK!' down on his naked ass cheeks pretty damn hard. Many times throughout the day. Even when we were in the lift in lot , there was lots of raping going on. I could go on for days about the chalet . it was just a summary.
Sharon READ THIS!
in no particular order,
-list down 3 people you talk to online,
-4 people you see at school,
-2 teachers,
-3 people you love going out with and
-3 people in your sms inbox
1)Jing xiang
2)Elaine
3)Mojo!
4)Sharon
5)Ziyang
6)Nicole
7)Mr Chua
8)Mr Sharsi
9)Boon Kiat
10)Ser Chuan
11)Dean
12)Sebastian
13)Romeo
14)Pelvin
15)Mr Lau
So what do you think of number 4? Really fun to talk to
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you? She wouldn't. Hopefully.
How nice is number 6? Hm... really nice i suppose. Few ppl can tolerate me spamming
On a scale of 1-10,how good looking number 5 is? 10!! DUH!
Will you ever fall for number 11? HELL NO, im not gay!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident,what would you do?I would laugh. Serious. And then probably spread the news to people that needs to know.
What sport would you play with number 12? Whatever he sports that does not require height.
What if number 1 got a boyfriend? I would fucking laugh my ass off and tease him forever !
Do you hate number 9? You would hate to love someone like him.
How much do you like number 2? Alot? Great friends for years.
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? LOL!!!!! HELL YEAH
Would 14 one day kill you? Probably. Very LIKELY
Who do you like more?3 or 10?? Oh my... what a tough choice. Probably 3 , but blood is thicker than water. You get my drift?
Get 5 ppl with blogs to do this thing!
Jingxiang, Ser Chuan , Elaine , Boon kiat, Nicole.
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