Just installed blog patrol to see how if my blog is worth keeping up or not. Then i realised that ... i accumulated 4 visitors in 10 mins . all from different ip. So must be different ppl. Why is that when people visit yet don't leave their comments ? Weird..
Anyway , school is starting. I kinda hate it , yet kinda love it. Its starting to get to me when im at home , all alone. Yet going to school means work , work. Arghz... and on top of all that , theres D&T. I'm feeling so drained.
But i believe life is not all about such mundane things. We all should seek a higher sense of existence. We don't live for to work for others. Neither do we work for money. Yes , i agree money is important , but we should be content when we have enough. But some say you can never have too much money. My retort would be , you can never be too greedy either. Its all about greed. As long you are greedy , money will never be enough , in fact , nothing will be. So just realise how much you actually can make without over stretching yourself and work towards that amount and you will do fine.
Don't ever say ' I dare to dream' when you don't dare to fall.I know , the feeling of falling hurts.So never take risks you know you will be able to handle the consequences.Dreams can be be there to make or break you. Having a dream you want to acheive is good , provided you actually work towards that dream and don't just dream literally.You may ask , who am i to say this ? Let me ask you again , who are you to ask me this? If any one of you out there can convince me with a good answer , i might very well take back all my words.
Try , but you will never succeed until the day i choose to be convinced.See, everything starts from within. To change others , first change yourself.Thats it for today's senseless post of the day.
posted at [1:05 AM]
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Played 10 hrs of basketball till around 8 then talk cock with the others until 9+.. Tml gonna watch initial d .. Hope i can wake up in time.But i find it so hard to fall asleep.Luckily now at this time still got summer talk to me.
Alot of things are happening too fast in my mind.Nowadays i find myself at night , tossing and turning , asking my self a few questions. Until that day i solved those questions , i believe i cannot have a good night's sleep
posted at [1:30 AM]
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Very soon , i will never see you again. Maybe. I wish to to keep seeing you. Be it whether you are with me or not. That smile of yours is worth every single thing in this world to me. And i promise. I will keep that smile on your face for as long as i can. What matters is whether you are able to accept or not.
Sianz. have to work later again. **** work. Yesterday sleep till about 6 so didnt go to work. I bet i will get **** left right upside down today at work today.
That day i went to collect my pay , i suffered the worst thing ever. On my way back on the bus , i stood at this space where there was no one. Then the crowd started to get in opposite of plaza singapura there. Then got this girl that stood in front in of me , squeezing me agaisnt the wall. Well , luckily she was rather good looking so i wasnt really bothered. until i heard her talking on the phone. OMG SUCH A ROUGH VOICE AND SO CRUDE. I felt like i was in hell at that point. Then was stuck behind her all the way till teck whye. Cant run away cos got this malay girl on the right of me, then a seat left of me and the girl was right in front of me. SUCKS. At least they werent digusting bitches like the gorrilla in 5cm thick cosmestics hanging on the grab poles 045 degrees of me. bah... luckily sheryl came onboard and talked to me at teck whye and the girl moved aside. Thanks for that. Luckily the girl's hair was quite nice smelling though.
ARGHS !! I really dread going to work. If not for the pay, i would screw that job.
posted at [3:21 PM]
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爱我还是他
黑暗中的我们都没有说话 一直想回家 不想你回家
寂寞深的太让人害怕 温柔你的手
轻轻揉着我的发 你的媚颜说你渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命它 等欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他 是不是真的他有比我好
为谁在挣扎 你爱我还是他
就说出你所说的真心话 你到底跟我还是他
老鼠爱大米
我听见你的声音 有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记得有一个人 永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天 爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远 一定会让它实现 我会亲亲在你耳边对你说(对你说)
我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你 我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意 这样爱着你
Im bored. Basketball ,i no longer love it. You took all the love away from me.
posted at [10:00 PM]
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At 3am i am posting this post that will appear senseless to some ppl. Just finished work and did Overtime. Bah... school starts at 6 tml... god ... it has been almost 3 weeks since i didnt get my daily 8 hr beauty sleep. THIS SUCKS
Just now at work got this fucking guy named samuel. Fucking piece of shit. Talk like as if he is the boss. Keep thinking he is above the rest. The important word is THINKING. Knn... talk to the rest like what. All of us was there working already when he was still drinking milk. One day , he will realise my bark is worse than my bite. Wee boon they all too nice to him already. Now climb over all our head. Fucking retard. Cant play ball for nuts still talk so much. Work slow nvm with me , but i hate his attitude. Work slow still fuck around so much
Ok ... enough of biatching today. The question i got from the fairer sex regarding my previous post is: What about girls? What breaks and make them? Why is your blog all about guys?
Simple , i am a guy. So its guy talk.
From my view , the thing that really makes a girl look ugly is not the red volcanoes and the blackheads on your face. Its whats inside. Jealousy , envy , gossiping and act cute buay cute are the 4 things that really make girls look as good as rotten tomatoes mixed with rotten eggs
What makes a guy fall for a girl ? Trust , honesty , attitude and character. If there is no trust , nothing will ever work. If she is not honest , how can a guy ever believe in her? With a bad attitude, even the Mr Nice Guy wont want to make friends with you. With a bad character , she is just a like rotten food mixed with rubbish juice.
posted at [2:54 AM]
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Yesterday
D&t is now so boring ... slept on the canteen bench with pelvin and jason. Lol only bobby so hardworking to do d&t. then went to do up some shit , went home and fell like a log ... sianz , later still gotta work , haiz ... but no choice , no money
Thoughts.
Grades , Girls and Greed . The 3 things that break and make a man. Without grades , you will be looked down and where shall you go? With Girls , you can both break and make. If you are lucky , your life will be filled with happiness , if you are not in luck , your life spirals down rapidly. Greed, it leads man to no where.
Arrogance , Attitude and Apathy. The 3 things that destroy a man.
Think about it , nothing would change if we dont start changing ourselves. Nothing will be achieved if you sit there doing nothing. Confidence is good but blind arrogance is not good at all.
My dear friend , stop sitting there , giving that that haughty look and treating like you know everything when your grades and your general knowledge shows you know nuts at all.
No point in saying 3 phrases. I understand but i just cannot accept.You would never know until that day comes. I will do it some how.
1) Since you cannot accept , what the fuck do you understand in the first place ? The world is not a cartoon , don't act like some hero
2)Well , i do admit nothing is predictable BUT dont expect miracles to happen if you are just going to sit down there and hope for one. Miracles are created by man.
3)You will never do it some how if you dont even start in the first place. Even the longest journey starts with a first step. Nothing will be done if nothing is done in the first place
In short , you are watching too much Tv and anime.The characters live in a different from us. We dont live in a world like them. Grow up , stop acting like a kid trying to be a hero. Trust me , heros are made , never born. If you refuse to accept the harsh facts of society and continue living in your make believe world 'that every thing will turn out fine' , well i wouldn't even wish you good luck cos even luck wont help.
posted at [2:32 PM]
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This few days have been really stressed , D and T , school and all other kind of crap. Too busy , too tired.Yet when i look at your face , i feel joy and depression setting into me at the same time. Your beautiful face sets my heart on fire. But yet the fact that you will never be there to look at the sky with me drops my heart to the deepest depth.
But today , went for this english seminar that was really useful. Taught us about the criteria to acheive the grades we want. Distinction seems so far away. Mr Anthony Green was funny. Lots of joke sia. However they were all important in showing us how a small thing makes a big difference.
A panda walks into a restuarant and orders his food. After eating , he shoots a gun and then leaves the place. The people asked him why he did that. Panda took a out a Wildlife booklet and turns to the page on panda and shows it to every one. Panda : Eats , shoots and leaves.
Lol , see ? A comma makes a big difference. Its time for me to do something to get a good grade for english. Went out with pelvin they all after the seminar . Went to Bukit panjang plaza played bowling. Lost like F*** but still nice to play.Damn , have to finish my D&t project soon , get fitter , get some cash.
Thats it , end of my boring adventure for the last few days. However , the things i learnt about english is not going change my method in my blog. So if you are expecting a change , TOO BAD !
posted at [12:04 AM]
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