Thats the fourth time i caught you going clubbing without my knowledge. So much bullshit. Too many lies.I guess i would never know how many times you actually did go.
Who knows what you did on the dance floor. No doubt i went zouk and had a hell of a time. its only to spite you.
The way you went to meet another guy so shadily. I wonder whats on your mind.
You didnt even mind if i read your messages for you in the past. Now , you get paranoid when i touch your phone.
'well i guess im alot more independent now, now that it is over. i can very surely tell you that we are over, though i dun mind continuing seeing you. and i guess im giving myself lots more choices now. this is not the end of the world for me. i have still have the whole ocean to choose from. i guess you were just a very very painful lesson.'
If you wanted to have more choices. Tell me. Spare me the agony. Telling you need me by your side. Girl you are so fucked up. Telling me such stuff to make me guilty and to stay. But all along you were just holding to me as a life buoyant.
AdiĆ³s girl. This time , i leave with no regrets , no guilt hanging on my soul. Good bye and fuck you bitch. Hope you continue getting fucked by life.
posted at [12:43 AM]
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