Sunday, February 13, 2005
I know not that any one would care ... but afterall this is just an outlet for me vent my anger and feelings ... i have not update for almost 1 month le ...
After going 1 big round , i realise what is it that i really want , who i really want to be with. No point pursuing things in life that would never make me happy.
Some moron thinks that i cannot do without some people in my life. Let me tell you now , from this very fucking moment , I never need to be with them. You think i would die if i wasn't friends with them ? Fuck you. Right now at this very minute , this very second i am enjoying myself with my friend mj on r.o.s.e. and later i am going to go out and have a nice meal. The thing about that is that i don't need any of them.
I lost myself because i trusted and believed your words foolishly. Right now , let me tell you , your ways of doing simply digusts me. I do not wish to mention names but those people who are older than me would know i am mentioning. Pity is only a temporary , friendship are forgettable , but 1 thing will never fade. Its a promise.
I guess what some people said is right. I don't have to fit in , I am who i am , so what if i become anti-social? Even anti-social people have friends. The least sociable people usually have the most reliable friends and the most sociable person usually have the most but least reliable friends. I am just speaking this from my experience.
Tommorrow , V-day but ... it doesnt seem to affect me :) i am just going to go school then go back home and train my character in r.o.s.e. and then go to sleep , what a day ... life seems to be simpler for me now ever since i got rid of some one in my life.
posted at [12:47 PM]
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