2 Months since i last updated my blog. My pc is still spoilt, can't really blog much nowadays. Currently in studio so might as well blog a bit. Life sucks. Serious, i am dreading school. The workload never seem to cease at all. Dough is running out too. Dadadadadadadadada and i hate it when people ask me why im not attached. I don't see why they must probe into such personal issues.
Oh well, close friends knows there's something going on. So i shan't explain anymore. Im pretty shocked that people still view my blogs nowadays. Oh well. The smac is up to something and im part of it! Haha, i guess thats the only thing that im interested in. I wonder why life have to be this way. When i thought i had everything. I realised that actually those things are just nothing. Why bother keeping on to them?
Besides i guess i will be staying single for sometime so don't bother asking me those questions neither doubt me when i say that because i really do mean that.
I have missed 3 lectures straight and im in a loss of what i should do. So freaking fucking lost. No wonder i actually have time to blog during studio times. Every one's left and they seem pretty slack about it but im still struggling. Woah , perhaps im really not cut out to be a designer. Fuck it , im going on to business one day. One fine day. Until then , i guess im stuck in this course that i dont really like. Looking on the bright side , at least we are learning about 3D software in class. Haha , that at least is what im interested and not some lame shit models again using cheap old cardboard.
I just hope that someday , i wont become just a nobody that nobody gives a damn about. Call me materialistic or what , but i really just want to be rich , who cares about whatever other fuck that goes on around me. Luis Figo can saw off his leg , George bush can shut his damn old stinky mouth, PAP can stop asking us for more money , you'll see if i care . Because honestly ,i dont give a shit to things that is not going to benefit me or my friends and family.
3 months , arghz. Just another 2 years and 9 months to go and i'll graduate. Hopefully with a decent diploma. I cant exactly say i hate this course but i just want to get it over and done with.
As for anything other thing that i have failed to mention in this post , just gimme a call or sms at my new number at 91889885. Damn those china bastards that stole my phone at sentosa. And oh. i probably wont be signing on to msn for quite some time. Darn it , thats like half of the people i can communicate with gone.
Oh well , instead of just typing about me and my blog , its high time for me to visit others' blog just to catch up abit with the on goings with the people that i actually do care about and hopefully , i still remember their blog addresses without my bookmarks. Now i see the importance of linking blogs on my own blogs. Computer gone , everyything gone!
posted at [4:04 PM]
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