Saturday, September 30, 2006
Hm... First off... bad start in the morning. Lets talk about basketball, had abit of fun. But im sorry to my other members, i shouldn't have lost my temper. To the few that i promised , I won't say such things again. I'm going to carry out my promise , to perservere.
Before that was the message, he messaged me , i was kinda looking forward to it. At least after that.. i was more sure of everything i want. But .. it made me think alot today.. Things can be simple or complicated. Its what you choose.
Was generaly happy the past few days , went out quite alot , mainly for dinner only though. But im happy.
Everything you do matters to me alot, it might be small things, but it matters to me. I'm just like that. Lets talk.
posted at [8:09 PM]
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Mentally and Physically unwell.
New entry in private blog.
Tell me who am i
The good
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Peng%20Yu
And the bad.
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Peng+Yu
posted at [6:49 PM]
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
Damn , i don't even know how to start. First it was ICE camp. Had really lots of funs , first time as a facilitator. Learnt lots of stuff. Met lots of people.
6 days , 5 nights , 14 hours of sleep. Yes i counted. I didn't get to sleep alot. Alot of things went on. A message i recieved made me think through about my past alot.
I realised. Its the end of a chapter in my life. A forceful ending. I keep telling myself its the end , its a new start all the time in the past. This time , its different. I actually got on a new start. I know I am just rambling nonsensical stuff now. But , hey , those guys who know me , know I am like this when i just have too many things to say. Oh well. Lets just end it simply
ICE Camp was fun and in the course of it , a chapter of my life has been closed and another chapter starts. It was a long long chapter. A chapter that dates back to approximately four ago. At last , it all ended.
Oh well , the start of a new chapter isn't all that perfect too. Every story starts with a problem. The problem has to do with clubbing. I am starting to be unsure of what i am doing. I don't like her to clubbing but i am in no right to stop her. Neither do i want her to be unhappy. However , i just made a fool out of myself by attempting to help her go club. Contradictory, don't you think? Oh well, let's just take things one step at a time and hope this time , this chapter will end with a ' Happily ever after'.
Oh well thats pretty much how life has changed. I have not changed. Its just that ... i learnt that... the harder you try to hold on to things you can't let go, the more hurt you recieve in return. Its a sad, but true fact about life.
posted at [12:13 AM]
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Ok so i uploaded pictures below. My body is screwed real bad. Back injury and one swollen , sprained ankle. Recently life seem to suck. Every thing is getting from bad to worse. Just feeling really down recently.
posted at [1:22 PM]
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