Friday, December 02, 2005
Oh great. A one week break. Might as well take up the offer. To really think through about the future. For the whole of last month , im pretty stressed up anyway. Lots and lots of stuff to think through. Where do i go after this, what do i do during the long holiday ,finish up all the stuff that i put off for months.
On top of all that , i have a duty to fulfill , a promise to keep that will like take away all my remaining time. God damn it , i dont even have time for maple story. I checked my Xfire program and it says : Maple Story , Played for less than 1 hour for the last week . This shows how deprived of games im suffering from.
Oh , not to mention the lack of sleep. I used to hand over the com to my sis at 9pm or so then watch some tv because getting myself to sleep to wake up 11am the next morning. Talk about a relaxed lifestyle. But it has all changed. Even my eyebags are getting bigger daily. Im vain. Duh...
My work starts tommorrow as well. Its part time but i work from 2pm- 10pm , not exactly part time right? Oh well. Things have changed greatly for me, no longer will life be that simple.I am leaving Kranji.I do have worries.Like i said before a fews posts before ,there are people and things i will miss.
We all grow and things change, we just have to grasp the harsh facts of reality. Probably just like anyone , im struggling in my teenage life. Oh , forget that nonchalant act i put in front of everyone else. I just seldom show my emotions to any one. It takes a real friend to really get through the skin of my life.
I guess , people not in my shoes will never understand me.But then again , who would successfully be able to put themselves in my shoes?
By the way , I didn't go with you because I'm really tired.I will think through about it,i really should i guess.
posted at [6:22 PM]
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