Wednesday, November 16, 2005
So i was sitting on my butt playing maple story but my mind simply couldn't concentrate , i kept letting the lorangs hit me. Normally , i would have been pissed at myself for being so noob. Today , I felt... Numb. My mind was on something else. 11:07am. Hm... it has been almost 2 hours. Will it really take that long ? Is everything all right? Should i verify?
I asked myself , ' Keep calm. What is the correct thing to do?'. The angel told me ,' Be nice , just wait. The truth will come to light when fate decides so.' The devil then said, 'Hey dude , you are Peng Yu. Wait ? Is that the kind of lame shit you are? Wait and Worry? Hell no. Fuck it and just get some one down to check it out.'
Hm...I felt so tempted to obey the Devil in me. Yet my heart was screaming out loud for me to stop. I should do the correct thing. If the person refuses to tell me , there should be a good reason for it. By ethics , that is the correct way to do it. By calling some one to go find out the truth , i may some how spoil the fun for that person. At the same time , i also do not wish to find out the truth. What if the truth is as i expected? Would i be hurt ?
Then again the devil said , ' Hey , that sures beats being the nervous wreck you are now. Wait till i take a picture of how freaking retarded you are behaving now and show it to others.'
Should i for once , listen to the angel? I decided to after all.Because i do not want to hurt the other person. At least , i believe that the person would eventually tell me the truth. The truth always hurt less when its from the person involved.
posted at [12:52 PM]
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