Thursday, November 24, 2005
Day = Ruined. For a long time , i try and i try. On the phone , off the phone , sms ,msn and any other methods. I tried to put that smile back on your face.However, it all lasts only momentarily.
Are you happy ? No you are not. Why are you not happy? It is because you refuse to be happy. Why is it that no one understands you ? Its because you refuse to let others do so. Why is it that no one seems to care? Its because you push them away when they tried to.
Its not like Im giving up hope. But im weary , im really exhausted. Sometimes , i wish that things were just like before. Like before , when i no longer would open a msn chat box with you , yet not even type a single word to you. Like before , where things were much simpler.
How could i help you , when you dont tell me anything? It only makes me tired , dispirited. Aghz... forget it , i lost my sanity today.
posted at [7:43 PM]
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