Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Its been a long time since i posted i suppose.Sorry to everyone. Regardless of whether you truely care about me , entertained by my blog or simply come to see me ridicule people like you , I am sorry.
These few days have been pretty screwed up. Design and technology is gnawing my time away.Prelims are coming.I had no time to blog. But today , i shall sacrifice a few hours of my sleep just to blog because i feel very disturbed.
A week ago or so , during a D&T night class , i pratically argued with the class about our (Yes, humans) existence. Call me stubborn if you wish , but I am not about to stop seeking truth until i find it.
So i decided to look up some stuff in the books and internet about life and death. However the death of human seems so inevitable. Most probably i would not see the extinction of our species , but eventually it will happen and i hope to see it. Hey , don't get me wrong , I don't hope for destruction and besides i still want to find about how humans were created in the first place.
Take a look at this link: http://www.exitmundi.nl
Awfully true and it has even addressed some of my predictions as to how the world would end. At times like this ,i feel so helpless. No matter how hard we work , eventually , there will be an end.
For example the Oil Crisis. Centuries of hardwork we pathetic mortals spent into developing Oil-Bases Technology will all be put to waste. The government has given nothing but empty words to solve this issue. Even as i am typing this post , I am wasting fuel. Try as we might , the world will just eventually collapse. At times like this , i feel so helpless that i feel like committing sepukku is the only way out.
Either that or kill a freaking lot of people. If i could , i would never let more than 1 million man live. Yes , I am crazy , but trust me , the world out there is even crazier. Ok... end of today's crazy post, but just for people that actually care , i am still not feeling better inside me.
posted at [10:58 PM]
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