Stoned.Yeah , often you see me stoning. At least im thinking. Not like some people i know who stone and even their brains turn to stone too.
Perhaps its maybe i always give this kind of look during lessons that no one thinks im listening. Especially maths.I do listen but i do get sick of my teacher who goes on and on repeating the same old shit. I don't know why , despite telling her the answers and assuring her i really know to do, she still bugs me. There are so many ppl out there who dont have a freakin clue lor. Why pick on me? So today , she ask me to go do maths and not go for recess. So i said.NO FOOD , NO WORK. Yup, didnt eat during recess.
Sometimes i wonder , are humans really stupid or what? They spent their entire lifetime studying. Yet , they dont like studying at all. Then why study ? Many of them study so they can have a comfortable life. Some study to become rich. So what if they got the best jobs , the highest pays , being the richest men? So what if they are considered the high class society people? SO WHAT ? Eventually , we all die and all our materialistic things will be left on this mortal world. So what what do we gain in the end? Our descendants fighting over the inheritance? Is there any purpose ?
Really , some people out there , should really go think about why they are studying.Really , if i had my way , had the ability to turn back time, i would try to study harder. I believe i would really be happy if i could follow my dreams.And that is to be a lawyer. So many poor honest people out there can't afford to hire lawyers , yet so many rich fat bastards out there could hire the top-notch lawyers to get them out of any sticky situation.Is there any justice left in this world?If i could , i would help those people as much as i could , to fight for what i think is right. And if i really do become rich , perhaps i will retire to a small village by the beach in some remote area. Teach the kids there more things so they can fend for themselves. Yeah , i believe in doing social work. But life is so hectic , i barely have time to even listen to my self.
On top of all , i don't read newspaper or books because i want to 'improve' my english. Its just that i have a hunger for knowledge. Then why don't i study in school? Pretty obvious eh ? The teachers tell me the same thing over and over and over again that i got so sick of them that i don't feel motivated to listen to their lesson ever again.
But then again, to be more realistic lar ,i would rather work to become and interior designer , an army officer, or possibly take up business. Still havent decide on what course to take. But all those are my passion except joining the army. Its simply so that i can protect the things i love. That includes that special some one , my family and of course the many many other things that are important in my life.
Note of the day: I wonder how many people can actually comprehend what i write.
posted at [10:52 PM]
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