Last night , there was a great storm.The wind and rain blew into my room and awakened me. I went to close the door and windows.I laid down and my bed and suddenly feel like thoughts were filling me up.I just have a few more days, i better buck up.
D&t is making feel like im so compressed. The school system is so screwed up and so merciless. Don't the teachers have any feelings towards the students? For goodness sake , we are not results producing machines. They often say its for our own good. But i often listen what they say yet think. If it is really for our good , what good has it done if has made us so unhappy?
Next , the government. I feel they are doing a screwed up job handling with our money.What i mean is that they are not doing what they are supposed to do with out money effectively. The money they spent on some things are overkill. Take a look at the new library.Yeah , its chic , its big , its cool. But, look at it this way. Who the fuck needs 7 storeys of reference library ? So little books for the general users , yet so much money spent on the minority users. Alot of other factors why i hate the current government. If i were to blog them all down , i might take a year or so to finish.Hm... perhaps i should go write a book , 'The screwed up government , Pay And Pay'.
O levels coming soon eh , but yet , im still so lost in my own world. I wish to study , but i honestly lack the discipline to study alone. Yet , i feel so awkard in asking ppl to study with me. Its like , ' Hey , you want to study ? Nah... dont come joke with me , bug off ~~~'. You get what i mean ?Haiz , perhaps i'm the type of dreamer. So many things in life i want to accomplish , yet lack the motivation to actually go do it.
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