Wednesday, December 08, 2004
I feel so numb and cold ... it has been days since i have been sick ... from fri till today.... later in 2 hrs time , must go work again...i many times never go cos of forget and lazy le.... this time i really wanna go... learn new things ... but now i really cannot take it any more.Everyday sleep less than 4 hrs .... really ...im tired already .... why is it that you have been running through my mind for days and you are not tired and i have been letting you run my mind and im still gonna break down... i hate you ,GET OUT OF MY LIFE !!!
Thats about it for my ranting ... more about work ... sorry lor .. but this chapter of my life is work.Now got new manager and captain... both when the old manager still around , dont dare do any thing funny ....now ..after he left , those 2 dogs are unleashed ... for nth scold ppl... dunno a shit but still dare to tell ppl what to do.. please lor... if dunno , just stand aside let ppl do lar.... or at least ask how to do lor ... every thing is must learn 1 lor ... after i started working ... i realised that asking for help is not such a pathetic thing ... sometimes , u just need help...
Anyway , today tried a new thing ... do condiments (major sp. mistake) quite interesting lor... dunno what tml will do...
And also , sorry bout the slow updates lor .... cos when sometimes i think no one is gonna look at this blog .. i just feel so put down that i dont wanna blog any more... but sometimes ,i just cant take it and i wanna say everything out
posted at [2:15 AM]
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