Saturday, December 25, 2004
My real vacation is starting soon ... once im back, those who are not my true friends ... watch your own backs ... i hate it when people break their promises to me and betray my trust in them and can act like nothing happen... friends are meant to be kept , enemies are meant to be slain , people who betrayed me will be tortured till they die
Anyway , on the brighter side of life , Merry Christmas every one ! Today went to watch kung fu hustle with dean , vye rern and mojo... pretty funny though at times lame ... funny kind of lame... long time since i hanged out with them ...for some reason , i dont feel any kind of threat when im with them ... i dont feel like some one in the group got something agaisnt me , i dont feel like i have the need to be wary of them... how i wish all my friendships would be like this ... but for a certain reason ... i just feel so threatened sometimes that i have to defend myself...
You may think you are smart, but dont forget , im sinister , sadistic and smarter ... you wanted to play the game and you used the game to your advantage , i hate it and i will make you pay
:) Cheers ! For those who have no caused my wrath , Merry Christmas !
posted at [6:53 PM]
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Sorry havent been blogging recently ... busy ....
Monday worked 6pm-1.30am , then yesterday night from 6pm-6am ... cos got electrical switchboard testing , so no electricity on some of the floors so we have to be on stand by in case of panic situation ... so i partner another girl and we went second floor and met another team ... so we became a group and patrolled the second floor ... quite creepy .. especially at the pool area ... i keep on have the feeling that something is there ... whats funny is that alot of times we hear footsteps and other sounds but every time we go check .. like nothing has happened...
At 2.30 , we split up into pairs again to go to 6 and 7 floor ... me and my partner went 6th floor and we just sat around doing nothing ... at 4am , the emergency lights started to go off and by 5am , the place was in total darkness... we continue sitting there until 6 then can go home already ...
later 6pm i still working sia ... abit sianz...
I'm going to genting on 25th this month ... gonna spend alot of money again ... sianz... then later come back got my sister chalet... then school reopen already le... hope to enjoy my self during those few days ... no need to worry about anything ... no need to fear being betrayed by my some of my closest friends , no need to worry about losing sleep over her , no need to think about money woes... and in case im not around on christmas , I wish all of you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
posted at [1:59 PM]
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
My new shoe 
posted at [10:39 PM]
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Flue , fever , throat infection and cough ... 5 different types of medicine and 2 days MC ... really wanted to go work today ... but really cannot make it ... find it hard to even walk around ... started feeling sick from fri already ... but continue working cos i never thought much of it ... but now really down le ...
Tml going sentosa .. really wanna go sia... i will try my best to go sia... hope i get well by tml :(
Btw I HATE THE COUGH SYRUP AND I WILL NOT TAKE IT NO MATTER WHAT !!
posted at [7:33 PM]
I feel so numb and cold ... it has been days since i have been sick ... from fri till today.... later in 2 hrs time , must go work again...i many times never go cos of forget and lazy le.... this time i really wanna go... learn new things ... but now i really cannot take it any more.Everyday sleep less than 4 hrs .... really ...im tired already .... why is it that you have been running through my mind for days and you are not tired and i have been letting you run my mind and im still gonna break down... i hate you ,GET OUT OF MY LIFE !!!
Thats about it for my ranting ... more about work ... sorry lor .. but this chapter of my life is work.Now got new manager and captain... both when the old manager still around , dont dare do any thing funny ....now ..after he left , those 2 dogs are unleashed ... for nth scold ppl... dunno a shit but still dare to tell ppl what to do.. please lor... if dunno , just stand aside let ppl do lar.... or at least ask how to do lor ... every thing is must learn 1 lor ... after i started working ... i realised that asking for help is not such a pathetic thing ... sometimes , u just need help...
Anyway , today tried a new thing ... do condiments (major sp. mistake) quite interesting lor... dunno what tml will do...
And also , sorry bout the slow updates lor .... cos when sometimes i think no one is gonna look at this blog .. i just feel so put down that i dont wanna blog any more... but sometimes ,i just cant take it and i wanna say everything out
posted at [2:15 AM]
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