Friday, November 26, 2004
Let me post a double meaning post today :)
First of all, don't ever mess with a pro if you are new to the game... ... obviously some one has learnt a lesson.
Day 1 , check in and hang around abit before saying a few ghost stories that isnt actually scary but then who would mind a little fun then went beach ... .. many ppl moody ... but i don't think i should add on to the atmosphere besides im not used to showing my feelings to people even if they are very close. So beach volley ball , rather is street volley ball.Lol.Peter , Pelvin and me all same team.Yeah the 3 p(s), like brazil has 3 r(s) in soccer.Opposing team is Romeo , Jun Hui and Bobby , really alot of fun sia... Tried to sleep but every where is so noisy so decided to give up
Day2 , went to eat breakfast before going for a swim ... i realised how slow i am at swimming now ... time to get some practice instead of playing computer games. After that i went to play ps2 a bit where i got thrashed at guilty gear ... but it really doesnt bother me , cos i know i suck at it... tried to master the game but i just couldnt get it ... not my kind of game , no talent for it.Haha.After that we went beach and play captainball... so many ppl until i cannot remember who was in my team already.Soon , Romeo and the rest all went back after the game only the girls , Pelvin , Shixiang , Jun Hui and me stayed behind. The girls were playing with the sand and we were sitting on the benches , enjoying the sea breeze and the company of each other.Never felt so relaxed for a long time... After some time , we decided to head back to the chalet for the BBQ. Somehow , at that point of time , i just didn't felt in the mood to help out.Perhaps i was lazy , perhaps i got other things on my mind. Through out the BBQ period i was eating and eating and eating until i got so bloated... and that cup of red wine make me felt a bit hot but i was not drunk. That red wine kinda sucks ... wasn't as nice i would expect , but since i didn't pay for it , i appreciated the person who bought it.It wasn't cheap. After that KaiYan and the 2 Joanes went home le. Then Nicole , Steph , Crystal went back home. Decided To have a chat with Boon Kiat since every one was doing their own things and i needed some fresh air. After that chat we went back to the chalet where i slept for a while
Day 3 , Woke up , played some games before eating a bit and checking out. Went to Clementi for some reason i am still unsure of but i think its a good reason.After going there , we went to Parco Bugis to play some Local Area NetWork games which only included Warcraft3 : The Frozen Throne. After two and a half hours later , we headed back to Lot 1 where we had our lunch cum dinner before heading to Yew Tee Community Centre where we played a bit of basketball. Went home and used the computer for a while before hitting the sack.
Today , Friday , early afternoon i went to collect my pay and then i went to meet my sisters and my cousin at Plaza Singapura . Had sushi before going for the movie , The Incredibles. The show was simply awesome though it did not have a deep plot.Took cab to Choa Chu Kang Community Centre because my cousin had tuition and we were running late.
Thats about it for these few days... I really have to ask you a few things but you never gave me the chance. I wanted to show that i care but you give me much chance too. Are we really so far apart? The day you fall , i would feel pain , alot of it.And when i said that i am not bothered or angry about it , do you really believe? I know i should not have said all these but it has been within me for so long , torturing me with the pain increasing as days go by.I cannot keep acting like its none of my business and that i do not feel a thing. Please just give me more time. I do not wish to lie to either of us, You are not my everything.But without you i am nothing.
Phew long post huh ... told you guys that now i got more time i would have more posts and longer posts
posted at [9:18 PM]
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