Tuesday, September 21, 2004
16 years of my life... i have been searching ... what do i want .... who do i need ... what should i do ...but recently ...i finally decided that enuff is enuff le.... gonna strive hard to acheive good results ... gonna train hard to be good in basketball ... gonna do my best to win her heart ... before today ... i thought that whatever i do ... i will be hurt in a way or another .... i used to think ... as long as i remain inactive .. i dont do a thing ... nothing is gonna harm me... but im all so wrong ... i need to do something ... u wanna look down on me cos my results arent good ? well that is gonna be all over ... im GONNA OWN U ! u think u can pick on me cos of my small size ? thats all over as well... even though i will be hurt in the proccess ... i will stop the crap ... u think i can never play basketball well ? one day im gonna thrash u....
today my friend is correct ... for once i really feel im the wrong ... why care about other ppl feeligns when they dont care about other ppl feelings too... why should i stop doing what i like , stop talking to some ppl just to fit in .... the past 2 years is the worst ... its not any one's fault ... its just my way of thinking was wrong ... i will do what i enjoy doing ... even though it may be childish , lame or stupid in all of ur eyes ... because if u cant accept me as ur friend as who i am ... then u are not my friend..
I WILL BE FREE !~!
posted at [8:14 PM]
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