Haiz.... i lost my temper again ... why cant those assholes just leave me alone ... All i wanted was to sleep cos D&t make me very tired le ... at home i also never sleep enough ... so trying to catch some sleep when no teacher is around but i guess those assholes just dont seem to understand ... if i ever irritate someone , its always to person who makes me first , perhaps not on that day , maybe its the day before or the the day before yesterday perhaps even months or years ago ... im not petty but whenever i think of how you treated me in the past , i cant stop the feeling of getting back at you ... still fuming inside me after 7 hrs ... today oral a bit hard lar ... but i still can pass ....
Anyway , out of boredom ,i decided to add a story to my blog , its a story that i found on a gamefaq forum and everthing is added by the people who visit ... its a locked and secret forum though... so no access to people who are new to gamefaqs ... its about a guy and his story
As always , boy meet girl , boy talks to the girl on irc ... within a few hours , he got her msn ... Boy adds girl and they began chatting happily , little do the both of them know that their lives would change for the future .... After a few days of morning to night talking on MSN , boy fell in love with girl and asked her to be his stead ..girl agreed and things all fell into place ... Being his first relationship , boy felt awkard to girl ... he blocked her on msn for a few days because he is so shy to talk to girl ... after encouragement by a few friends , boy finally picked up the courage to speak to girl
He missed her alot and kept talking to her ... however .... he kept their relationship a secret ... for he was afraid
he was very afraid things will change ... because he loved her too much to want anything to change but soon , the wonderful and happy dream popped ... everything turned into hell for boy ... exams were coming and he was most likely unable to pass ..
friends found out that little secret which was very important to him , it was his blood , his life , every one made fun of the girl he loved in his face but he could not do any thing because he is outnumbered ...in order to stop the mocking , he said he never loved her at all ... perhaps it was his biggest mistake in his life .... he was collapsing , with only her being his pillar in him ..... but girl did not trust boy and believed what others said ..... thats when his only pillar fell to pieces ... so with the pillar being taken away from him , he fell to pieces ... while trying to build himself up , others did not help and kept stepping down on him , making him rebuild himself slowly .. and there was this girl who he has hated all along since a few years back ... he thought that she hated him too but he was falling in love with her and he couldnt stop ... love is unstoppable and unexplainable with word....and thus , with this new strenght rising from with him , he began to rebuild himself faster ... but things were different.... Little did he know that a string of tragedys would happen on him ...
posted at [6:33 PM]
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