Because his heart was killed by these two girls , he had no way out but to distract himself by putting more effort into his school work .... exams just came and went ... Because he worked hard , he managed to get into his next level of education and take his O levels .... but while waiting for his results , he had nothing to do so he kept thinking of girl and En ... Both girls were still unaware of his feelings and thought he had really forgotten the both of them and they went on with their live as usual .... girl left her home because she quarelled with her parents .... girl went on to ITE and no news was heard ever after ... others said she got married with her boyfriend and lived happily ever after while some said she left the country to go pursue her dreams with her aunty and uncle supporting her .... it was rumoured that she became rich in another country... but no one knows what really happened to her ....
En went on to pursue her studies overseas .... Boy was both happy and sad ... happy because both of them have made their mark in life ... sad because both of them had left him .... alone .. he regretted that he never told both of them that he loved them .... he regretted that he did not treat them better before they left , he regretted that he did not work hard enough to be as capable as them ....
He could not concentrate for his O levels and even when taking the exams , he was thinking of the both of them .... after the exams were over , even before he knew his results , he knew he was going to fail ... Even when there was exams the next day , he could not bring himself to study because even if he opened the book right in front of him for a few hours , all he could see on the books was the names and faces of girl and En .... he never went to sleep ... he cried until that he was so exhausted that he fell to sleep , crying .... he would be thinking of them every moment he had time to think ..... As expected , he failed his O levels , he felt sad ..... not because he failed but because if after a year has passed and his feelings has not yet changed for the both of them , he wondered how could he ever forget them and if he could never forget them , it means he will be sad his entire life ....
To be continued
posted at [8:21 PM]
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