Long time no update le... today i played the first soccer match in my life ... LOL i pratically screwed up everything ... but there was this fucking malay gay in my class who kept saying how bad i was ... well .. F him .. he think his skill so good meh... like shit liddat .... he also everytime hao lian but in the end he seldom get good grades ... this kind of ppl is then really what i call piece of shit ... worse than those pai kia...
But then i'm starting to regret on something i never got to do ...there was something i wanted to do .. but then i never did because i thought i would never succeed ....but then now , whenever i think of it ... i feel so regretful... i let an chance slip pass me so easily because i was hesistant ... all because i was afraid to lose face.... but now when i finally found the courage to want to do it , its too late ... i dont have a chance now...
Hiaz.... i doubt i will have time to post in june ... im gonna go and do alot of things i always wanted to do yet have not yet done ... because i dont want to lose a chance to do something i want when i still have a chance ... the feeling is so painful... i don't want to look back into my teenage years 30 years from now and say ' Wtf was i doing in sec. school , i never had any fun , never had any work done , never had good relationships'
Perhaps i may just give up half way on what i have set out to do but i keep telling myself that i should do whatever i can and have no regrets...As for basketball , it just keeps getting more and more fun because im getting the hang of it nowadays ... not good enough to be considered good but at least good enough for me to enjoy every moment of it...
Besides i doubt many ppl will read this ... cos i have only told few ppl about it ... so to the people reading this ... im sorry that most of this is crap and is just me ranting on about how sucky my life is
posted at [8:31 PM]
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